When You Know You’re Not Pregnant

My backache has gone away.

I have absolutely no symptoms whatsoever to analyse. Nothing.

Well, apart from crying at everything – but that happens every month in the two week wait.

I’ve been pregnant 7 times, and I pretty much knew every time that something was going on.

But nothing is going on this month, so I’m fairly sure I’m out again.

And the worst part is that I still have to wait another 6 or so days for AF to arrive.

I’m really angry about messing up my cycle this month with stupid ground flaxseed.

And a friend of mine is due in a few weeks to have her baby. She announced she was pregnant while I was still getting myself together after my miscarriage last year.

I thought we’d probably end up being pregnant at the same time. But nope. I’m still waiting.

I’m just feeling so depressed and miserable. I know this is largely down to my hormones as in the first half of my cycle I’m always fine.

But it doesn’t make it any easier to get through the day.

I’d like to write something more interesting than a ramble through my own misery and impatience, but that’s the kind of mood I’m in right now 🙁

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