My last post was a bit of an emotional torrent.
Ah, feelings and emotions – they are so complicated sometimes. I wish I had time to blog more – I would hate you all to think that I spend my days mired in misery. I am genuinely a pretty positive person, honestly!
Anyway, I wanted to finish on a happier note, given that this is the last time I’ll post this year.
It’s been a long one, mainly punctuated by the monthly cycle of hope followed by bitter disappointment.
I don’t want 2014 to be the same, so whatever the outcome, I must try to hang onto logical thinking and not let TTC be the main focus of the year. Hell, I would never have expected TTC to be the main focus of the year in 2013, but you never can predict what life is going to throw at you.
As the last hours of the year trickle away, I can say I fully expected we would be a family of five by this point and it seems incredible to me that it isn’t the case.
Anyway, all of that aside, I am filled with hope and joy at the gift of another year, all new and shiny and untainted.
I am wishing for good things for one and for all, whatever they may be.
Stay happy, and Happy New Year!