As the hours pass ever more slowly towards AF, all I can think about is this big decision and whether it is the right one.
I read back over the early entries in this blog. This is what I wrote a few days after finding out I was pregnant 17 months ago:
We um-ed and ah-ed for months and I kept trying to tell myself two was enough, and now that I actually am pregnant with number three, I am totally, completely, head over heels in love with him/her and couldn’t have imagined it ever being any other way.
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulders today.
It has rained non-stop here since I woke up, and it just fits my mood so perfectly.