I asked F if she wanted her cot in Mummy’s room last night and got a respounding “Yes.” So I moved it.
Last night’s sleep:
19:00 C complains and whines and cries because he wants to sleep in Mummy’s room too. I feel like banging my head against the wall.
20:15 All kids in bed, and I’m in bed. L actually drops off without getting back out of bed. So far, so good.
22:00 I finally fall asleep after fretting for 90 minutes that I am not falling asleep.
22:30 F screams. I stroke her hair and she goes back to sleep.
23:15 F screams. She says she wants to hold my hand. The cot isn’t close enough to the bed for this. I wonder if she’d be happier if she was still in the womb. I tell her to go to sleep.
00:00 F cries. She then cries every 10-15 minutes for a minute or so until…
01:15 F asks for milk. I get her a drink of water. She finally goes to sleep.
7:00 My alarm goes off.
As you can imagine she has been about as much fun as a hangover since about 11am today because she is so tired. It’s REALLY hard to have sympathy for her irrational, overtired behaviour when she was the one faffing around and not sleeping for three hours in the middle of the night.
Toddler F’s latest fear is the bath. It’s been increasing over the months, but has finally gotten so bad she now gets hysterical when I start running the water. She’s not having a tantrum – she seems genuinely terrified. She watches the boys get in and have fun, but she won’t have any of it. So I’ve given up trying to get her in – it’s too upsetting seeing how upset she gets. We have resorted to a warm washcloth in the interim. And ponytails for her mad hair.
The lentil spag bol I made yesterday was lovely. It was a mix up of a few recipes I’ve read, and I used some home made tomato sauce I already had in the freezer. The kids wouldn’t touch it for two reasons: you could see the green lentils and you could feel the green lentils. I should have boiled them five minutes longer and maybe whizzed them into a sauce. Next time.
Tonight was chips and black bean burgers. Again the recipe was a non-specific mix up of a few I’ve read, using what I had in the cupboard. These things were brilliant. I am not kidding – I loved them. Even the kids ate some. When I make them again I’ll write up the recipe.
This is an actual photo of an actual beanburger I made this evening:
Amazing!! I had mine with no bun, loads of ketchup and fried onions. The two plant-based/vegan dinners I’ve tried so far I have really loved.
Aiming for another early night tonight, wish me luck.